[Intro] The house behind me glows A wound against the sky I do not turn around I do not say goodbye [Verse] The gravel cut beneath my shoes The dawn was gray, the air was bruised The bridal room had lost its name The windows flowered into flame I carried nothing but my breath A little life that smelled of death Your voice was somewhere in the roar Still calling from the second floor [Pre-Chorus] I loved you in the only way That made the daylight go away But love that needs a burning home Will leave you walking out alone [Chorus] I am leaving through the ashes With the night still in my hair I am leaving through the ashes With your perfume everywhere No victory, no hallelujah No golden morning choir Just a heart that kept on beating As I walked away from fire [Verse] The garden gates were wet with soot The roses black beneath my foot I felt the cold, I felt the pain I felt the world begin again I wanted freedom like a crown But freedom only let me down So quiet, raw, and almost kind It gave me back my damaged mind [Pre-Chorus] I loved you in the only way That made the daylight go away But love that needs a burning home Will leave you walking out alone [Chorus] I am leaving through the ashes With the night still in my hair I am leaving through the ashes With your perfume everywhere No victory, no hallelujah No golden morning choir Just a heart that kept on beating As I walked away from fire [Interlude] Ashes on my coat Smoke inside my lungs Nothing left to hold Nothing left unsung [Bridge] I will not make you into evil I will not make myself a saint We were two beautiful hungers Dressed in velvet, dressed in ache I will miss the burning hallway I will miss the midnight room But I choose the cruel cold morning Over dying in that bloom [Breakdown] Step Breathe Ache Leave Smoke Sky Live Cry [Build-up] The sun is not golden The road is not clear But every step forward Is farther from fear The house is still burning The past is still loud But I am still moving Through ash, through cloud [Chorus] I am leaving through the ashes With the night still in my hair I am leaving through the ashes With your perfume everywhere No victory, no hallelujah No golden morning choir Just a heart that kept on beating As I walked away from fire [Chorus] I am leaving through the ashes With no promise I am healed I am leaving through the ashes With the wound still unconcealed No victory, no hallelujah No easy rising higher Just a heart that kept on beating As I walked away from fire [Outro] The house behind me falls The dawn remains unsure The road is cold and empty But the air is almost pure I do not call your name I let the silence pass I keep walking forward Leaving through the ash I keep walking forward Leaving through the ash